The promises i made are the ones i don't wanna keep,i promised that i would not resurface but jealousy just drives me insane,after the jealousy what is left is plain anger,anger that threatens the things i love,i loved her but she left me for a motherfucker,she was mine,mine,mine,mine,i want her back,she was supposed to be with me,only me,i want to cut him into small pieces,i want her back, if she is not mine i don't want her to be with anyone else

we were at my place..she suddenly asked me..will u be my best friend forever...i told her without a doubt that i would remain her best friend forever ...things tend to get screwed when u fall for your best friend and she knew that i fell for her...we complemented each other perfectly...6 years is no fuckin joke...i miss her voice..i miss her touch...it kills me everyday...i m tired of it all...TIME DOES NOT HEAL EVERYTHING...people who say it does have not had what i did...i wish i could have her back

she

the last thing I think about before sleepin every night ...the first thing I think about when i get up in the morning...its do with the person who changed everything forever...the one who i care for more than one...the thoughts don't go they just linger on and on .do u know someone who hears what u don't speak...feels what no one else does ...i knew someone,knew ,i wish i could change this "knew" to "know".most who know what transpired say move on....some dont understand the sudden surly mood when a place is mentioned or a date sometimes.i dont care wht people say...the only truth is i had it perfect for a while....just a while