worsened
and so it gets exponentially fucked up
watched the turn the page video by metallica for the thousandth time.....never fails to affect me
what is even worse is not seeeing that person and wonderin what they are upto....funny how life functions
absence makes the heart grow fonder....but what really kills your spirit is seeing someone everyday that you know is not yours...someone you can never get...someone that belongs to someone else.....someone that you so want...that gets you buddy,that gets you